I haven't spoken to my Mother in three years. Wanna know why? Let me tell you.

Hi I'm Tyler and I can't feel anything. The only rush I get anymore is becoming completely open and my innermost self with a complete stranger and never speaking to them afterward. Find comfort in the anonymity and poor your soul out, your darkest secrets, your self instigated fears, things you wander everday at work but never could tell anyone for fear of rejection from society as a whole. My whole life had been one experience to another of feeling numb emotionally to the situation. I can't recall the last time I cried. I can't help but feel this unmeasurable pressure well up inside me everyday as if something blocks all my feelings from the heart to the brain. I won't judge anything you say as long as you don't me. I prefer to talk over the phone or through Skype but text is reasonable though the experience isn't the same.