I will help you figure out the pattern behind how your life went off the rails. (This will require *commitment*, and the willingness to accept yourself as you *actually* are, both your beauty *AND* ugliness. Expect to find yourself becoming hurt, angry, and defensive at first. These are the natural consequences of someone trying to show you who you really are. If you stick with it, they will pass as you become more honest with yourself. This is for the desperate and broken who are willing to do *anything* to gain a life worth living, because your pride will not survive; only the humble and the humbled will make it through.)