I was born 8 of 9,
I was married very young and stayed married for 31 years, I have 3 grown sons and 2 grandsons, I asked myself if I wanted to live the rest of my life the way I was living? and the answer came very quick, "NO" . I started my life over from scratch, it was not an easy job. I used to have my own office and worked in the Insurance industry. I am now a Cook for an assisted living facility. I care and feed 13 people breakfast lunch, and have supper prepared for the afternoon shift to heat and serve.
One of my newer residents is a Reiki Master, I have always had a gift of healing, not really sure how I did it, and never put a name to it, after researching and speaking to her, I figured that what i was doing was Reiki without the training, so I started studying, and have become a USUI RYOHO Reiki Master and teacher.
When I was very young, I had many experiences with spirits visiting me trying to get messages to their loved ones, It was absolutely terrifying, as I would see and feel how they died. I was sent to doctors by my family to see what my problem was, I ended up having all sorts of tests, overnight brain waves, they said my brain waves were off the charts, and wanted more and more tests, I ended up a guinea pig. Begging my parents to please stop the testing, that i was not going to say anything anymore. It was truly a nightmare what i was put through. So I shut myself down and had to work on shutting the spirits out. Now I am older and wiser (lol ) and my fear has changed to Love, I do Angel Card readings and Tarot card readings, and just try to help in ways that I can. At least now the spirits understand that I cannot handle seeing and feeling how they died before starting with them. I am a very sensitive person, and want to help others in any way I can. It gives me joy. I am no longer a party trick my ex would benefit from.