I'm a 20 year old who doesn't identify with a gender, loves everyone no matter how they identify, and is trying to figure out life while helping out where I can. Over the past few years everything about me has changed drastically or, better yet, everything that is and has always been me has come to light finally. Which is a big part of why I've thrown out a birth name that never was me and am honest with the world about how I identify myself. I was born in a broken home in Missouri and was raised in a broken home in Indiana which has made me both weaker and stronger. Throughout my journey to get here I've dealt with abuse, mental illness, and health issues which have caused me to look for solutions in all the wrong places. Now I'm using positive methods to try to work through any pain and letting go of anger as best as I can. To get better acquainted with a world I've been disconnected from for far too long I try to be very open minded in most aspects in life and connect to people in a positive way. At the moment I'm working on building up certain skills and knowledge so I figured the best service I can provide at the moment is company. My main interests include writing, painting/drawing, film, philosophy, zoology, and spirituality. The things holding me back are anxiety and a lack of clarity of the direction I should be heading in. It's part of why my priorities right now are figuring out the aspects of myself I'm still unsure about, getting in the best state of mind I can possibly be in, and helping out in the little ways. (I'm not good at talking about myself, so sorry.)